I am going crazy!!!

I haven't written in forever - sorry to all those addicted to reading my blog! ;) (ok, actually that would just be me but whatever!!!;))
Anyway - not much has happened except for the fact that i realized that i am not going to be able to breathe until, oh say about september of this year. (i will explain in a moment).
So last weekend was good - school retreat (juniors only), laid around saturday, and then worked on my term paper for history all day on sunday (turned that in today totally completed that you very much. it only took me about 8 hours too!! 1:00-9:30!!)
So - why i won't be able to breathe.
Every weekend this month is full - this weekend : act, city museum with buddies, and patrick is in town - which is crazy all in its own because we all know that i am going to be living at marias ;). I also need to read C.S. Lewis's "The Great Divorce" by April 5th, and i haven't started..... hmmm...... bad.
ok moving one - the next weeked - Easter. My sisters are coming in town so i will be hanging out with them. I will be doing stuff with friends that weekednd. Also the triduum retreat is that weekend (a retreat at my church with youth group). On Good Friday I am helping my youth group to act out the passion. Thankfully I am a soldier this year - (last year i was Mary and that was scary). Also at Easter Vigil I am helping dance the creation with little kids.
Ok the weekend after that - from thursday through sunday I will be in New Orleans with my choir for a competition. Good, but see missing school at my school is like suicide- a ton of class work and homework with no time to do it. But, I will have an 11 hour bus ride, so that will be alright.
The wednesday after that my German penpal is coming. I have taken German for 3 years, we have had penpals since freshman year. Last year my class visited them in Germany for a week (AWESOME!) so now they are visiting us for 2 weeks. Good but bad. Good - i get to spend time with my awesome pen pal whom i think is the cutest thing on the planet. Bad - i will be missing one day of school (as stated above = bad), also i will not have much time to do homework because i will feel bad not hanging out with her because, well, my life is homework. So my teacher says she will talk to the other teachers and get extensions etc.... extensions means like 1 day at my school. I don't think I am going to get much of a break. fun....
So that is this month.......
Then !!! The summer will be.... interesting.....
1) Stuebenville with youth group
2) Project Life with Youth Group (possibly senior service but i dunno... if not...)
3) senior service - 30 hours (oh yes, my school doesnt give time off for that like other schools do - we do it on our own time)
4) college visits
5) college applications (i need to have mine in 1st week of school because this big scholarship thing i am available for since my dad works for slu is first come first serve and fills up fast... so....)
6) my sisters wedding
7) act (again possibly - no probably)
i think that is all.... but yeah - CRAZY!
so i just needed to talk about all that - cause i really think that i am about to go crazy.........
so pray for me or keep me in your thoughts - whatever you find works best. ALSO (IMPORTANT!!) IF I SNAP AT YOU I AM SORRY!! I AM OBVIOUSLY A LITTLE STRESSED OUT!!!!!!!! PLEASE BE PATIENT!!
thanks for understanding :):)
Have a nice day!!!


i need to brighten this up a little cause the above is enough to make anyone stressed out just reading it.... hmmm......
nope cant think of anything... .think of something on your own... cya later!