14.10.05

Colors

so i just felt like changing the colors of my blog. :)
i am in a kinda blah mood today.
i dont know why - its friday. i only had one class - i got to sleep in! the fire alarm went off for a sec and 9 this morning, but it stopped so i got to roll over and go back to sleep. that was cool. class was eh as usual. i went to lunch at the caf with jesse and jacob. that was fun because we made fun of the class and joked around the whole time. fridays kinda depress me sometimes because even though its the weekend it takes so long for things to start happening... so i end up sitting around and thinking too much. i wanna go play outside or something.... but people are busy i think. maybe i will call up somebody or just go to someone else's room to see what they are up to. hmm.....
i hate blah mood days. they are better than depressed days cause those days arent fun at all, but blah is frustrating cause i feel like i should be in a good mood, but for some reason i can't get myself out of the funk.
blech.
on a lighter note - i have found a really good song for my alarm. hehe. i like it a lot. at the moment my alarm is.... (drumroll)..... Tubthumper by Chumbawumba. it is a very good song to wake up to. :)
the cards lost last night. that was not fun at all. i was quite upset. but last night was good cause mason, tim, and i ordered chinese food. it was so good. i have leftover seseame chicken. mmmmmm. for once i didnt get beef and broccoli - arent you guys proud? hmm...... i might have to dig into the leftovers later. and last night, after the game, i went over to gallagher (the student center) and watched Batman Begins. Its really cool cause about once a month for three days they have movies playing in gallagher that are out of theaters but not out on video yet. they played the longest yard in early september.
i dont know what i am going to do tonight- maybe go to the volleyball game, maybe the soccer game. i dunno. afterwards i am going to a midnight show of elizabethtown. that will be fun. i am excited for that movie.
bleh. bleh mood. bleh. i feel like i should have song lyrics up or some emo kind of thing like that, but i am too lazy to look through my library and find a song. so yeah..... just imagine some song in your head.
i know this has nothing to do with my mood - but the song just came on and i love this song. so here are some song lyrics for ya'll.

AIN'T TOO PROUD TO BEG
The Temptations

I know you wanna leave me,
But I refuse to let you go
If I have to beg and plead for your sympathy,
I don't mind coz' you mean that much to me

Ain't too proud to beg, sweet darlin
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Ain't to proud to plead, baby, baby
Please don't leave me, girl, don't you go

Now I heard a cryin' man,
Is half a man with no sense of pride
But if I have to cry to keep you,
I don't mind weepin' if it'll keep you by my side

Ain't to proud to beg, sweet darlin
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Ain't to proud to plead, baby, baby
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go

If I have to sleep on your doorstep
All night and day just to keep you from walkin' away
Let your friends laugh, even this I can stand
Because I want to keep you any way I can

Ain't too proud to beg, sweet darlin'
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Ain't to proud to plead, baby, baby
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go

Now I've gotta love so deep in the pit of my heart
And each day it grows more and more
I'm not ashamed to come and plead to you baby
If pleadin' keeps you from walkin' out that door

Ain't too proud to beg, you know it sweet darlin'
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Ain't to proud to plead, baby, baby
Please don't leave me girl, don't you go
Baby, baby, baby, baby (sweet darling)


<3<3<3 I love you all and i miss you all. :)

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