hello

la la la
i dont really know why i am blogging......i really don't have anything better to do;
i could shower... i think i will do that in a little bit....
i could move around the room - i am thinking of rearranging my side, and ashley said i could... but i dunno, i might be too lazy. lets see. i already know what i am gonna do. so we shall see.
ashley is watching oprah and doin stuff on her computer. i am sitting on my bed, typing this, and talking to carolyn. she is currently sending me an offspring song - spare me the details.
its dark, cloudy, and rainy outside. its actually about 50 degrees outside though, which is nice, but it is windy, which makes it pretty cold. all i have heard about today is that it is snowing in stl. it is supposed to snow here tomorrow. i kinda just want it to be warm again, i dont really care though.
today is friday the thirteenth. its really funny how suspicous some people are. I am actually kinda happy today becuase today is 11 months for me and Nick. It is really weird thinking about that. It doesnt seem like it has been that long. Its also weird because the last anniversary that i actually spent in stl was august, so 5 months ago. that makes me kinda sad to think about, but oh well, what can you do?
I don't know what i am doing this weekend. i have heard a lot about people wanting to go to parties or to soupie's (the bar that is about three blocks away, that has a dance floor and stuff)... but i dont have much money, and i dont really feel like doing that stuff. Jenna's birthday was last week and so i think we are going out to dinner for her bday tomorrow night. that will be fun. I dunno what i am gonna do this weekend, cause i dont want to hang out here alone, but i really dont feel like party hopping or whatever, and probably babysitting drunk or tipsy people. blech.
blah mood. headache..... i think i am gonna take some meds and take a shower