ugh

why am i in a shitty mood? its 1:54 in the morn. i had an ok day, i didnt do much. i just kinda got depressed feelin a few hours ago, and the feeling hasnt gone away. i have a few reasons, but i dont really want to post em on here.... too many people read this thing. i hate being alone and having too much time to contemplate. that sucks. alone time is nice, but not when you dont have fun things to think about

edit: ok so basically one of the big things is that i miss you guys. a lot. and don't you just love how pms makes me really really depressed and i therefore spend an hour crying at 2:30 in the morning which then gives me such a bad headache that i can't fall asleep for who knows how long cause its 3:20 and i am still awake and i dont see sleep anywhere in the near future. oh and still crying a little of course. which is also fun cause i have a stuffy nose already which runs when you cry and therefore i can't really breathe. great times. gotta love being at least three hundred a sixty miles from the nearest friend. yeah. college is a blast.